'Reality'

Sometimes I wonder if this is reality. If it is, do I want to stay here or rocket away?

This being reality, I should be thankful for what I have. I am lucky enough to have all that I can see in front of me now and I believe, so much more which I am blinded to.

This not being reality, I should think twice before leaving- is fantasy really as good as 'reality' or is it 'worse'?

I do not have the habit of napping in the afternoon. Due to a few reasons.

When I was really young, I used to think sleeping time is a waste of time. There is so much more one can do - play, talk, eat, run, play - so why sleep?

Then there was this once when I napped in the afternoon. But I was in a dream in a dream. I kept waking up to find myself still in the dream and this cycle went on until my Mum called me from her office and I was woken up. The feeling is strange - I had to ascertain whether I was really awake.

The arrangement of the room was the same but so was it in my dream.
The way I woke up was the same but so was it in my dream.

From then on, I had this thought: Everytime I wake up, how can I be sure I have woken up in 'reality'?

I used to think that there are a few dimensions out there: different versions of 'reality'

Whenever one sleeps, we would be leaving 'reality'. We dream when we intercross between each dimension. Usually one would return to their own dimension when they physically wake up in that very dimension. But if one travels far enough or immerse deep enough into their dream, one might wake up in another dimension - not realizing it as they are just different versions of 'reality' where the past remains the same, but the future will be different.

After a while I started questioning about life after death. What about similar to the previous theories, there are alternate versions of the world out there. The different versions being different era e.g. World War II, Ice Age, etc. One will not always be born into the future in their next life as there might be a chance you will be born into the past!

In conclusion, I think I should be a mangaka.

Wahaha. I am so into being a mangaka right now it is not funny :-)

Reason? Read this new and really interesting manga! BAKUMAN!

It is another collaboration by the geniuses behind Death Note~ and it details the exciting and hard world behind the creation of a manga and life as a mangaka. Definitely give it a go, I am obsessed :-)